Poem Ended by Death

[Fleur Adcock, 1979]

 

They will wash away all my kisses and fingerprints off you

and my tearstains--I was more inclined to weep

in those wild-garlicky days--and our happier stains,

thin scales of papery silk... Fuck that for a cheap

opener; and false too--any such traces

you pumiced away yourself, those years ago

when you sent my letters back, in the week I married

that anecdotal ape. So start again. So:

 

They will remove the tubes and drips and dressings

which I censor from my dreams. They will, it is true,

wash you: and they will put you into a box.

After which whatever else they may do

won't matter. This is my laconic style.

You praised it, as I praised your intricate pearled

embroideries; these links laced us together,

plain and purl across the ribs of the world...